Honestly, all I wanted to do is lift His name on high and just get closer to him.
I just wanted to be nice to people so that I can start to live a life thats a bit more holy and surrendering to the Lord, but to see that I've been presented to others as being nice to get votes... This is seriously the biggest shocker of my life. "stop pretending to be holy" and then saying just kidding after? Yeah I'll laugh about it, but you people expect me to laugh it off and forget about it? If you're thinking it, there's probably more people thinking it too. If you think I'm being fake, then yeah, what else can I do ? but to me more loving and show you how real I'm being. And honestly, I shouldn't even care because all the judgement that's not done by God, shouldn't even matter to me.
God, I declare my life to you.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
eye me shoe!
Yes, God is definitely good.
But yet, I'm once again reminded of how hypocritical, us, Christians are. We blog we praise we preach about how great of Christians we are and then we turn around to hurt others with words sharper than knives. We hurt others with cold stares colder than ice. Defeats the purpose of preaching all those words. But yes, God is good.
You're some hundred thousand miles away. But it feels as if you're right next to me.
I don't know were you are. I haven't seen you in years. Mmm, I'm actually not so sure if I miss you or if it's just curiousity. I really want to go search for you, but I don't know if I really want to. If I did see you, what could I possibly say? Would words of hate come out? or would words of love come out? Could the words "I missed you" possibly be able to come out of my mouth? I can already see it, blank stares. You were supposed to my rock. You were supposed to be my tree. When I fell apart, you were supposed to mold me back together. If I broke, you were supposed to fix me. But each time I fell, each time I went searching for that stirm tree, you were no where to be found. All that was left was an empty room with a lost owner. Now I've accustomed to my settings. At such a young age, I was taught my boundaries, I was restricted, I was limitted, when I should've been able to be free, when I should've been able to fly, I was caged and barred. Not by words, but by your actions. I guess now it's more dismay than a miss. Sigh...
It's time for us to prove to the rest of the world that with just the grace of God, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!
But yet, I'm once again reminded of how hypocritical, us, Christians are. We blog we praise we preach about how great of Christians we are and then we turn around to hurt others with words sharper than knives. We hurt others with cold stares colder than ice. Defeats the purpose of preaching all those words. But yes, God is good.
You're some hundred thousand miles away. But it feels as if you're right next to me.
I don't know were you are. I haven't seen you in years. Mmm, I'm actually not so sure if I miss you or if it's just curiousity. I really want to go search for you, but I don't know if I really want to. If I did see you, what could I possibly say? Would words of hate come out? or would words of love come out? Could the words "I missed you" possibly be able to come out of my mouth? I can already see it, blank stares. You were supposed to my rock. You were supposed to be my tree. When I fell apart, you were supposed to mold me back together. If I broke, you were supposed to fix me. But each time I fell, each time I went searching for that stirm tree, you were no where to be found. All that was left was an empty room with a lost owner. Now I've accustomed to my settings. At such a young age, I was taught my boundaries, I was restricted, I was limitted, when I should've been able to be free, when I should've been able to fly, I was caged and barred. Not by words, but by your actions. I guess now it's more dismay than a miss. Sigh...
It's time for us to prove to the rest of the world that with just the grace of God, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!
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